POLAROID....

my new top of the list Christmas Wishlist...

no it's not to have someone special to spend christmas with... *although that sounds pretty awesome...*

THE Fujifilm cheki instax 7s

i want i want i want i want...

*pays debts*

then i buy....

those owe me money faster return it to me!!!!!!...

it's so white ><

Alittle Early

it's alittle early but oh well.....

MY CHRISTMAS WISHLIST!! JENG JENG....

1) Tamron SP AF 28-75mm f/2.8 XR

Why? .... cause i need a new lense...n this lense would be able to make me progress further in my photography conquest... n it's a really really awesome lense for it's price...

2)Canon 430EX II Speedlite Flash

why? ... cause flash is very important.... thats all i can add.... muahaha...

3) A Camera bag

i really need a new one cause my current one is getting all cramped up n it's failing on me... cacated canon bag -___-.... i am really surprised that camera bags are crazily expensive...was in low yat today n jess pointed at one of the bags.. i saw it .. n it looks not bad... with all the compartments and all hence it's also a sling and pouch waist bag... i was already considering buying... *flips price tag* literally my face went ... * >0<* ..RM1K..... 1k for a camera bag... sigh.~... sums it all up .. photography is an expensive Hobby...

4) A Fun Trip To Singapore

Hopefully i can have a trip to Singapore again this Christmas but looks like the odds of it happening are very low...but still i would love to spend some time there during the christmas/newyear period...

5) Everything to be settled and done For The Agape Event

more like a prayer... everything to be settled... and at last our event has been approved.... =).....

6) An Awesome Christmas House Dinner Party

waiting for someone to host an awesome Christmas House Dinner Party... i will bring the booze...wohoo~

oh well got lots to update but... now is exam period n i've been .... "working" really hard lately =P

30 Kg Challenge??...

By Reading the post below... u would already know what is gonna happen....

I have no idea how i got myself into this... it began with me beeing sick and food poisoned...went to dengkil n did a checkup....didnt wanna go see doc in the first place but i had no money... but fate has put so that jon yee made me go to the clinic...so while in the clinic...

doc checked my blood pressure... it was border line .... i was like hmmm ok thats what has been causing the headaches and stuff lately...so nvm i tot it ended there.. he had to check my BMI... i knew something bad was gonna happen...

so here's how it went...

Doc: so mr Kee step on this weighing machine...hmmm..okok....

Me : So how?

Doc : by the calculations here there... hmmm *adds number to his computer* you should lose...

30KG

jon: WUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

me: -__-

so started laa.. then somehow i manage to persuad darren to get me a canggih weighing machine but with conditions...

initial plan was to just lose the weight in my own time... but my own time?...

i think thats never gonna happen...

now a challenge in 7 months if i dont lose 30kg... i will have to pay full price for the weighing machine ><.... still hoping to see the weighing machine...

u can check everything out here

so far i have done my exercise but my eating habits oni cut down abit...

hopefully i have loss like at least 2 kg >< ....

not beeing a girl here but... how laaa.......

No Kai Fan....

No Carl's Junior....

No other stuff...

oh well to kickstart this chellenge i have cut my hair and i decided to drink my 6pax of beer...*ironic cause i also want body 6 pack >?<* that i got from the launching of the digi bday bash event... with my SPOOON!

So Cheers every...wait a sec..... errr...

WHERE DID ALL THE BEER GO?!!!.....

*to be continued*

ps:

It's D' Ultimate Birthday Bash by Digi. There you'll stand a chance to win amazing prizes from Mobile Phones, Television, Vouchers etc!

Venue: Bar Celona Sunway Pyramid
Date: 3rd October 2009
Time: 8pm til late

If you're a DIGI user, and if you're born in the month of October to December, you only need to pay RM20 for the entrance fee.

If you're a DIGI user and your birthday do not fall on those months, you pay RM30.

All tickets are inclusive of one (1) free drink and a goodie bag worth RM50.00.

For information on ticket sales locations, log on to www.digi.com.my/ubb.

Go get your tickets already!! .. N Treat your friends who are having their birthdays .. n after that TRASH THEM... cause u know they deserve it =)....

Let's Begin

Please help me through this few months....

bring forth the Love among our community...

to let them know wat it really is...

what really Love is...

Why?

note to all my groupmates of the management class:

"...i would like to apologize regarding about today's assignment...i had no idea that we had to do our presentation today... n i wanna thank you for putting effort in presenting even though u oni had 1 hour notice and preperation right before the presentation time... once again im really sorry i did not organize and lead u guys properly..."

it all started yesterday while compiling the report and notes for the presentation.. we were still having confusion either or not we would be presenting our topic... so from the situation we evaluated that we didnt need to present...

so here's the time line

4:00 am - completed report and slides

10:00 am - made a call to lecturer to confirm bout presentation but didnt pick up

11:00 am - called up lecturer n we had no choice but to present our case ...

*at this point i felt an overwhelming of buyest among the lecturer... cause i asked wether if we could delay the presentation ... he didnt allow it .. and say he cannot just add one class just for us to present... fair enough.. but didnt he cancel one class before cause the group was unable to present?...well u tell me...i meant i know im at fault but... where is this heading...nevertheless*

11:30am - rushed all the group members to change into their formal clothes n print the report n fly to campus

11:50am - reached tutorial room first group was presenting.. one group member couldnt go back n change...

12:30pm - presentation

12:45pm - countless shootings from the lecturer...

*at this moment im holding it in very very much tahaning trying to make the best out of the situation ... we prepared the same topic as the group before but he did not read the mail properly but nvm that was settled*

1:00pm -rush to cyberia to bind the report with esther

1:30pm -forgot to burn CD...went all the way to FCM meet galen burn the cd...

2:00pm -passed up the CD...

2:30pm -unwell from from over exhaustion and tiredness...

seriously i could oni look up to the sky and ask... why me?... i know im complaining but this few weeks were the toughest weeks of my life.... n yesterday was the day when i thought that the clouds are going away... today just so happen the thunder has just striked me directly...

yes i've fallen... im sorry to those ppl that i've offended... im trying to pick myself up now..thanks for the concerns and all... it meants alot... enuff said now time to rest...

No Way

This also cannot

That also Cannot

what u want?...

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Investments

someone recently thought me about investments...

Long term

short term

Skim Cepat Miskin....

i must say it was very educational and made me kept the ball rolling and thinking in my head...

time to make smart investments...

Pfft...

im going throught a cycle... a bicycle... pfft ...

enuff said....

feeling randomly heaty already...

habits

i've noticed a few wierd habits of mine lately that i have discovered lately...

1) my obsession with the colour white...

why would i say that??

-my bass is white

-my table is white

-everynight when i go to sleep i need to wear a white shirt

-my underwears are all white.. *dun ask me why and it's true*

- most ...hmm actually all my shoes are white...

- i have alot of white shirts

-this blog background is white

yes...i know i need help...

2) coins are always in my pockets

-yes i have a large amount of coins in my pocket...not like just a few cents... it can go up to RM3...minimum...especially if i wore my 3 quarter pants with 4 pcokets... i can guarantee u each pocket has at least 50cents...

3)procrastinating on FB...

*im sure you know i dont have to ellaborate much on here.. cause u face the same problem and habit*

4) putting on mask yang tak jadi.....

6) blowing bubbles with my saliva

- cause i think im a pokemon ...

i think thats as far as i notice rite now

Afraid...

this is the first time in my life im feeling so afraid n fearful ... on whats coming to me in the coming months ... im afraid there wont be any support given... i know it's coming... but yet some how i hope something good will turn out from it.. which is a slight chance... how can i dodge this bullet which comes to me time after time..

by that,

I Hope,

I Wish ,

I Pray,

REALLY HARD...

the Old New

What's up recently? Plenty ... just finish my hectic weeks ... now im heading towards my assignments and midterm weeks... very crucial weeks ahead...

will be a short updates with sum photos

i see pups have grown alot and very naughty ... its always a joy to have these pupps to accompany you... but the hardest part about it is giving them away..

i do hope they will have good homes to live in... like the previous batch

went to langkawi for a break recently had alot of liqour nvr drank soo much but first time i didnt get drunk at all =)...wohoo... but it was a fun trip..heheh

Recently i updated my 300D to Canon's 40D.... been snapping non stop ever since the sound of the shutter just makes u wanna snap more and more...heheh *snap snap snap*

which meants more work coming my way =/

other than that i will update at the next post i dunno when ... but here to leave u with poser penguin to accompany you guys =)....

*hypnotize hypnotize*

all cooked up inside

today was so bad im actually taking a second out from the hecticness to blog about it...

it started early morning ... my mood was already spoilt due to over worrying about certain things... it's not because it happened but because i felt helpless i couldnt do anyting about it...i really hope it wont again...

really made me no mood to study... i stayed up all the way couldnt sleep...then when talking back at what happen i feel even more frustrated always tried avoiding it but trying to chill and calm down...

later i had to rush to go to get my flash dispenser in serdang from federick..i took a wrong turn i had to make a uturn... and suddenly a viva banged my bumper... thank God i havent fixed the bumper...my bumper looks fine but there's a small dent on the viva...and the fella ask me to pay her 200... i was like to save time cause it's already 2:30...i have exam at 3.... i just told her i'll pay n i left...

met up federick... took my stuff... driving home found out alittle bout something... then reach exam place 5 mins late...

went back try to make some stuff to pass to someone... headed out for rehearsal...

stupid lecturer was beeing a bitch about the consumer thing... i was aimlessly sitting and waiting for noting...really at this point my mood was really down at the bottom...

i'll cut short on everything that happened... just too frustrated... and dissapointed... everything... i dunno where to start...

seriously why me?...why..?...i really need go out and just scream...

thanks for reading... goodnight

Thunder

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
source : absolutelyrics.com
additcted~~~~~

ordinary isn't simple...

title might be somewhat related to this post...

it's been raining the past 3 days during the midnight...

and 3 nights has been a diff mood for me

neutral, happy , in the middle of no where

nice guys....am i really a nice guy?...

im not sure either....but i really do wanna get this shirt printed asap!!...it shoo nice~

been coped up pack like sardins lately..

just finished my group presentation...it was a pretty shaky one but the video really helped =)...

thanks jeremy...

now i have to stop procrastinating and move on to further group assignments...

plus now with more club activities i remember when i used to be very active in highschool...

so to be crazy enuff i registered for 5 clubs in total...

Cf, DJclub , Tourism Club , FPS (photography) , Archery

out of those 5 my highest commitment i would have is definetly towards CF...

next would come DJ Club.. im finally a DJ now~ wohoo.. hope to see when im gonna go on air for the first time... my dj name? ... DJ Phant...

not sure bout FPS but would really like to help out more... mayb in members bonding?...

sometimes i wonder why i bother to cling on to certain stuff..

where it's swinging my mood up and down...

i'll say life is ordinary..but it isnt simple at all ><...

they say life is a game....

i'd say life is a game where you should take seriously...

time for fun and seriousness...

i always wondered why im not the first...

why must i always be the next person...

sometimes in life u gotta know that whatever u do ...

it affects not onli one person but other people too..it's like a chain reaction i tell you

true story..

then just so crazy we'll just do things we look back at and wonder...

"WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?!"

thinking that we could achieve something higher...

meeting new people could just make u... feel better ...

if u can click well laa that is.....
these 3 nights i've spent eating honeystars and soyabean...my ultimate fav snack-alicious

been quite awhile since i hanged out in malls i pondered..

then suddenly i thought to my self...

why does something always build up i barely even think about it...then it will just eventually fall apart when i care about it?
somehow the light just gets dimmer and dimmer...

when the cycle keeps repeating it self...

just living in both seperate worlds is hard enuff...

sooner or later i fear the light will just go *poof!!!*...

and noting is solved..

hmm should i go for a jog?...

go work out..?

hmmm....*ponders*
sometimes just a remedy is to simply sing meaningless songs with a guitar..

in this process i found meaningful lines..

this uncertainty is slowly devouring me into it's madness...

before it consumes me...

just need a hand to reach out to sometimes..

always wondered...

how would my life be if 6 years ago i said yes...

if 4 years ago i said no

if 3 years ago i didnt slack and play afool...

but the wonder is..

i am here and i am who i am now =)

care to have a drink and talk about things?

mayb let's have meaningless chatters yet share a meaningful relationship..

sounds good?

no?

what! mayb again!! .. ><

i hate uncertainty

Cards and Letters...

To some i might be a slacker and blur...but i do honestly feel im alittle sensitive but i do not show it ..u know laa ego..guy must be macho and Etc...im kinda sentimental towards certain things so i kinda like keeping cards and letters that people have given me..

for me cards and letters are very meaningful cause some people when they wanna tell u things..by mouth it's hard for them to say what they really wanna say..

but by writting it down perhaps it seems easier for them to express them selves..

dont you agee? =)

but sometimes we still have to learn how to express our selves...

words can be said but sometimes it can just be flown away..but when it's written down it's marked and it can be viewed from time to time...

over the several years i have receive cards for many occasions ... even for no occasions...i've even received a.....

Birthday Wishing Car....or Car-D

wish i had a hell of a time washing it...AGAIN....

i really love receiving cards cause i can't wait to open it and see what is written in there...just anticipating what the sender wants to say or wish me.. cause it's just so meaningful and joyful to receive cards =)

one my favourite and biggest cards would be this....from my ex CG members of Four Flat CG...

my experience with them has been one of a kind..

sum it all up awesome to see them individually growing sideways and as a person just brings

joy to my heart =)..whenever im down or bored i often just read thru the little message they left me

so suddenly i had a sudden urge to open my secret box of mystery where i name it " Mysteria" ..she is so mysterious whenever i wanna look for it.. i seem to misplace it sumwhere... today i found mysteria and took out all the cards i have received since...i dunno when...

all the cards i've kept inside my secret box...*sorry u wont be able to see the secret box...if u see it wouldnt be a secret anymore..it contains knowledge that will kill me...*

so i took sometime to read everysingle one of em....it did bring a smile unto my face.. and made me feel better since im feeling alittle sick..so i will just review some of 'em...

1) Bday Card from Jireh

he shares the same bday as me...i promised him tempo nike for years but until now havent got him one..haha sorry

kinda cute and all ...forgot which was this

this was the content in side the card...and the text written there was about somebday greetings and stuff...thanks =)..

2) bday card by j

from the same person but diff year ......lazy to rotate picture cause been uploading pictures the whole day

upside down view

inside was some rhyme he came up with.. i think it was my emo bday year haha

2) hand made Christmas card by Becks aka sis

Sis always had the talent and hobby of making cards...i think it was one of her ambition to be a cardmaker... really nice and well done card...i really enjoyed reading it..

4)hand made card by meidree

nice playful colours =) was suprised to even receive this card for christmas though

Thanks ! =)

5) bday card from highschool friends

this would prolly be the oldest card i've ever kept...since form 2 wei....giler

from my classmates ..where we were the crapping gang ...all we talked was crap...

really had fun reading back this card...and interesting....and trying to brush up my mandarin to read back this card!! >< *will be meeting you guys soon yah!*

6) CNY card by Candy Wong

i've been searching this card for years maner tau it was in the envelop of the previous card i mentioned....this card was given by somewhat some one who lets say...changed my life?....

someone that i didnt really appreciate but now im still looking for her to reconcile and catch up..

i hope i can catch up soon...n thanks =)

7) godma's letter to me

this letter was given to me by my godma before i went to melaka to further my studies...i read this letter ...it's alittle hard to read...yet i always remember how she really cared for me through out my rebelious teenage years..and im really thankful for that..and she make sure that my parents are well taken care of when im away at melaka...really apprieciate it mum!

as u see there were tears on this letter..i think it was hard for her to write this letter...thanks mum!! =)

8) Card from mama jac

mama jac is sum1 who graduated last year...she was the one taking care us CG leaders making sure that we are fine and still sane after a year of CG leading...hehe

thanks for the card and the opportunity to serve =)

9) 21st bday card from the gang

my 21st bday card....

this card perhaps is one of the most insteresting cards i ever received...cause

can write wish on it doh!...so far 2 out of 3 wishes came true

1st wish chick....which represents chicken Rice....yeah...4am....

yes loong suceeded in this

eh...upside down pulak...this is the 3rd wish that im suppose to keep to my self =X

all the bday greetings from the gang...something in common all of em wrote is...Girlfriend...-__-

thanks guys appreciate alot...

and thanks jess for my free projectile vommitt on the highway infront of the roadblock ...

10) Hand Made Christmas Card from Alyssa

perhaps one of the most interesting and funny cards i've read and received so far..

really canggih manggih...she draw the twist and turns and all...tot she was joking about making me a card maner tau really she go make...

it was a really nice card..enjoyed reading it through too...all the best in Singapore =)....shall haunt u soon...

hmmm so thanks for reading thru my collection of memory lane ....

so do you have any sentimental stuff u like to share ? =)

how much of a champion are you?

no im not blogging about real champions...

im blogging about those ppl who wanna be an champion...which is opposite of a champion

sorry for the lack of updates lately...been running around...literally...and it's raining at night =)...

champion statements i've heard so far?

"what is the colour of the blue jeans?"

"what chinese do you speak?"

"milo panas tak mau ais"

"your canon camera what brand ah?"

"eh i tot ronaldo play at real madrid wan?"

"waah ur 24 inch damn big ah!"

"i din know the hot soup was that hot!!"

"why my printer no ink?"

so far these statements weren't made up...they just happened...somehow...n i was there to notice it...

btw it's raining now =)....it's cooling

it's refreshing now time to sleep =)

*yaaawwn~* =)