Afraid...

this is the first time in my life im feeling so afraid n fearful ... on whats coming to me in the coming months ... im afraid there wont be any support given... i know it's coming... but yet some how i hope something good will turn out from it.. which is a slight chance... how can i dodge this bullet which comes to me time after time..

by that,

I Hope,

I Wish ,

I Pray,

REALLY HARD...