LOOKING BACK AT OLD YEAR AND NEW YEAR.

im too lazy to update for christmas...but oh wells...all i cn say i got hit in the balls the first time in christmas thanks to u know who....ooh well lets see wat sucky 2006 has to offer

2006 was the year i .......
1.worked with my dad for the first time
2.got screwed on valentine's day for the first time
3.worked in samsung
4.invovled in easter production for the first time
5.met peter kenyon(chelsea chairman) almost killed him...
6.when to melaka to study for the first time(it felt like shit)
7.had my first deja vu
8.joined a cacated battle of the racist band
9.did the most stupid thing in my life
10.betrayed by "friends"
11.got scolded on my birthday
12.forgot about someone
13.tasted chicken balls rice..i meant rice balls
14.went to a'famosa for 14 times
15.seen the not so glourious mahkota parade for the first time
16.met the MMUCF'ERS
17.blogged for the first time
18.someone say i got thinner for the first time
19.met ******
20.moved on
21.feel like commiting murder
22.became emo
23.had the best christmas
24th.i got baptized
25. had the biggest dillema.
26. got the paling emo
27. worship lead for the first time
28.missed isca camp
29.missed YA camp
30.felt like the loneliest person in the world


ok now this is wat i want for and looking forward to 2007

2007 is the year i...
1. want to have two healthy gliders
2. try to secure the healthy relationship..if possible
3. save money
4.get a GPA of 3.4
5.make it the first happy valentines for myself
6.have a better birthday
7.go to cyber
8.have a car
9.do something for my melakan friends
10.get gifts for all my friend's birthdays
11.learn how to shred and play the electric
12.serve in old church again
13.be less stone and blur
14.overcome sickness
15.do devotion daily (5 mins at leastP)
16.blog more often
17.do stuff for my church friends...
18.go bungee jumping
19.lose weigth
20.be clean and tidy

Sand and Stone

hhhm it's been awhile..since i blogged..glas u all liked the previous post..anyways i just received some interesting mail from my mum hope u guys enjoy it

two friends Sam and Jack were walking in the desert...hot and sticky and sweaty...they had an argument...and sam slapped jack on the face...jack squatted down and wrote "today my friend slapped me on the face" on the sand.....

they continued their journey as they reached an oasis, they decided to take a bath..

Jack got stuck in the mire and started drowning....

Sam then manage to save his dear friend jack from certain death...

then jack carved on the stone "today my best friend saved me"

Sam asked why even he slapped him but why does he still carve those words on the rock...

Jack replied" when someone hurts us...we should write it down on sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away..and when someone has made us feel special or did something good for us...we should carve it on stone where no wind could ever earse it!"

so God bless

C2W (Christmast-ed)

WAITING FOR THE DANCE...

wel well it's been awhile....trying to balance between God,family,studies,and friends(if i have)...lerh...hahah..anyways..sometimes it doesnt go your way and u will like blkame whoever and all....okok now the story im about to write..i dunno nice anot u all decide la...and...okok ever imagine like those ppl who never felt like loved before..i meant lovey dovey love la....hhmm well...after thinking about it..i came up with a story.......Amber a college girl about to graduate....studies all going well and all has great friends and a wonderful future ahead...well tat all u cn hope for as a student...well..she has this crush on a guy named Anthony...well it was eversince the first day she met him on college..well they tok but not that often..and during the last days of college...everyone was getting all excited about prom...and stuff like dat..
she still doesnt have a date...well it's THE PROM...everyone wants to go there...so she decided to go alone...well too bad no one approached her...

During Prom Nite...
she was just hanging around with her friends and all..then she met Anthony...so well it might b the last time they meet so wat the heck...she went and had a chat with him..
Amber:"hey ! Great party eh??"
Anthony: "yeah!! where's your date?"
Amber: " date?? haha nah i came alone...wat about u?"
Anthony: "me?? nah me too...so watcha up to after this??"
Amber: "oowh..mayb heading home...??"
Anthony:"no i meant whats ur plan for the future when u graduate?"
Amber: "mayb travel the world??.."
Anthony: "yeah haha nice one..hey i gotta go for awhile will u still be here??...i would love to dance with u..."
Amber : *nervous* "errr...err...sure sure!! ahaha i will be waiting for u...here can i have your cell phone num...."
Anthony: "just hang on a sec!! i have to rush"

beeing left there amber waited for anthony...but Amber had to rush home cause her little brother wasnt feeling very well and her parents are over seas...and the connection there just went off....


4 years later...
Amber..a successful bussiness woman beautiful,elegant,simple,ambitious and working in the clothing line traveling the world...dated someone..and was cheated and too hurt to believe in love again...always crying to herself...why isnt there a guy for her ....
one day while she was waiting at the airport to a trip to France for a bussiness trip....while in the airport lounge....a farmilliar voice spoke out.."hey arent u amber from college??"

she looks up and couldnt believe her eyes...it was anthony....tall dark handsome..bla bla bla successfull...smartly dressed...any girl would ever dream for...

Anthony: hey u look great!! how are u doing??
Amber: err..anthony..!!..wat a suprise!!....u dun look too bad urself..hehe
Anthony: haha thanks!..so where are u heading to??
Amber: erm france for a bussiness trip u??
Anthony: whoa!! wat a coincidence!! me too....wat ur up to nowadays??
Amber :im in the clothing line...
Anthony : wow interesting..

*moment of silence*
Anthony: well...i din expect to see u here. tell u wat i'll buy u a drink??..mayb we can do some catching up now??..tats if u have sometime..
amber: i would very much love tat

after a long long long chat....

Amber :Hey it's been great catching up with..u and sorry i left during the prom nite and all
Anthony i enjoyed it..nah dun worry...i had to rush off after that too!hahah...i guess our flights should b taking off anytime now..
Amber:*sigh* (wished she could have more time)
Anthony:...erm...married??
Amber:me??..haha nonono...i guess love failed me quite a few times and im quite dissapointed about it
Anthony:oowh really....
Amber: yeah..u?? kid's?? Wife??
Anthony: nop
Amber: why??
Anthony: CAUSE IM STILL WAITING FOR THE DANCE U PROMISED....

I warn u not to Read this...trust me u will regret it an come looking for me...

i warn you!!!
please!! litsen to me!!..are u sure u can handle this post?!
please!! it's not for the weak at stomach..ppl like sirn loong, jireh or leonard...or any1...
come on!!



okay i've done all i can to warn u...

here u go tough guy or gal...

this is a post about my outing to a jap buffet...

b4 dat!...HAPPY B"DAY JESS...sorry i dun have anyphotosof her going crazy in starbucks when she saw us waiting for her..but was bored.. so wait then my sis smsed me said dat family was goin to jap buffet...so i dun wanna dissapoint them...hahah so i wet straight to jap buffet!!
so as down there goes u can see the rounds i was goin....the sushi....arrgh!! sasaki rocks..but shogun restaurant rocks harder...the sashimi rocked to the max..they even have escargots...nvm i will just leave u all to the mouth watering images for u guys to enjoy...hahah bye signing out

THE PHANT OF THE SOUTH aka victor

At The Foot Of The Cross

At the foot of the cross,
where grace and suffering meet,
you have shown me your love,
through the judgement you received,
and you've won my heart,
and you've won my heart,
now i can,

trade this ashes for beauty,
and wear forgiveness like a crown,
coming to kiss the feet of mercy,
i lay every burden down at the foot of the cross,

At the foot of the cross,
where i am made complete,
you have given me life,
through the death you bore for me,
and you've won my heart,
and you've won my heart,

i lay every burden down,
at the foot of the mighty cross.

wonderful song by Don Moen

my soundtrack for my korean love drama"what if"

came up to u,
i said hi,
u stared back at me with ur big beautiful shining eyes,
smilling back at me,
thought it was all good,
imagined what if you were mine,
wondering when was the right time,
but i woke up..it was just a dream after all,

i wished i could hold your hand,
not too tell you how much i love you,
but too tell you how much cared,
was too shy,
but i tried,

went up to u i said hi,
u stared at me and gave me a warm firendly reply,
you were all that i could ever hope for,
or dream of,
mayb it was just an illusion,
like a lie,

things when well,
couldnt be happier for the time that i had to get to know you more,
thought it was safe and done ,
and just waiting for the right time,
happy times i predicted ahead of me,

until i found out that,
someone else was already one step or more ahead of me,
mayb it's my feelings that are playing with me,
but jealousy arose in me,
i knew it was bad,
so i changed my thinking,

but at the end,
it was not worth waiting,
loving just turned into hating,
joy turned into despair,
praising turned into mourning,

but i found out that,
love is about care,
and your joy is the onli thing that matters to me,
if we were meant to be,
there will be a way,
someday......

by:me...emoking/GG

emo dayzz ahead...

:D :) :P :/ : . :(

emo dayzzz...just cant cope with it...>.<....feel like smashing my head...thinking bout nonsense...how can something so joyful and turn into something so sorrow..??
i was a fool...to thought about such things!!!...urgh!!!...

LOST

i thought i knew the answers,
and it led me to you,
full of hope,love,and joy,
but wasted times,
i cannot say i was ready for this,
when worlds collide,
and the thoughts and feelings just came right into me,
knewing you just be in someone else's arms,

beaten skies,
owh i cried,
i am lost,
i am lost,
flower blooming of hope just died,
beaten down,
no one here to follow and to comfort my sorrows.

tried to find a new life,
had a ride just to the other side,
but i crashed and burn on the road side,
a journey ended,
now im stranded,
waiting for you to be by my side,
but knewing it will never happen,
when u just flew by,
with another guy......

goodnight and goodbye,
good times just flies...

poem/song by:me

street futsal

Street futsal is fun..too bad i was having too much fun that i forgot to take some photos...it's like way awesome...u get to do some freestyle stuff's..and guess wat time normally we guys play ..??...hahah!!!..we played at 2 a.m. in the morning...giler la....ended at 4..hahah...well it's just fun we got to know some new people and stuff..well going back to KL soon and cant wait to play with my futsal kakis back at home...haha..fun guys there..so check you guys out l8er!~~~~~

PIECES OUT!!! :)

Love T.A.G *babi oh alyssa*

tagged by alyssa lee ........

well this is how the game goes..ur suppose to describe 8 things that u want to have in your ideal lover....and at the end of the game u must tag 7 other people...who has a blog...ok??..got it?...so here goes noting..

1.Fun to be with
2.wears a nike cortez
3.know how to cook egg
4.honest at heart
5.go alittle crazy with me at times
6.a balanced amount between emo and joyful
7.some one who is willing to tolerate my whining
8.someone who i can tolerate her whining

so now...i taggggg=
1.Kevin lee hsien ern
2.justin lee
3.reneee
4.the tiun twins
5.Jireh *it's about time u get a blog*!!
6.Jessica Ho
7.Rebbeca Wong
8.Nicholas Tan.

PIECES OUT!! :)

Just for Fun...(girls dont get offended..)

Girls always say they are kind,polite,gentle,nice,friendly,and etc....haha..well this is just for the fun of it..and im gonna bring out a few scenarios...and u just comment on it wether izzit true or false k?? haha..dun worry guys would get thier share too k??..

Scenario 1:
A girl said " i would onli date a guy...with a joyful,caring heart,as long as he loves me thats all that matters!!"

Neither do u know...suddenly there were two guys who appeared magicly in her life...1st guy...a guy full of charm,looks,cute,smart,but more of a player type of guy who would just date girls to gain good reputation

2nd guy: kind,caring,workshard,loves the girl deep down in his heart,
BUT...the girl went for the first guy and ended up hurting the 2nd guy...wat a watse~~~~
WHY?: some of the girls in this world would go for looks..when they say love them and thats all that matters...they're actually hoping for some prince charming to fall in love with them...so girls from this scenario we learnt that always be true to your heart meant wat u say..


Scenario 2
Mandy and James were friends for 5 years...and have strong feelings for each other...they know about it..but has yet to confess to the other...suddenly she met Micheal, Jame's good friend....Micheal a charming charasmetic young rich person...charmed Mandy by just one look...from that day onwards...she abandoned Micheal...left Micheal all alone...

well....wat do you see here??...i guess there isnt much for me to explain but i just realised most girls nowadays are just plain living in a world of fantasy...cute car cash ...3C's in a guy u must have...it's like a trend...


well i just dun wanna b offensive but im just doing this to show u all som real life experiences which are truly happening nowadays...so..guys...b patient and wait for the right time to choose for the right one...girls..stay true to one..cause noting is perfect in this world even though it may seem perfect to you...just b wise la..haha...ok if u felt offended..just tell me...but i just want u to know..

THIS IS WHAT"S HAPPENING IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW!!!!

so..chilla..hahah pieces out..:)

MiStakes and Cho!ces

In life we as humans often make mistakes..some mistakes we make we can learn to grow from it...some mistakes we would b given a second chance to not repeat it...but somehow..there are some mistakes...tat we make..and it just..no turning back anymore....

A few days ago..MMU student John Tan...was a bright and full of prospect student...neither did we expect that his death..have to come so soon...beeing a bright student and sucessful or stuff like that doesnt meant we wont do mistakes...but sadly..after making that wrong step in his life..it costed him his life...from that incident i was lazing around my bed..thinking through wat gone wrong..could i have played a part in helping him?..how could it be prevented..in the few days my apartment which is Ixora apartment.."an apartment which is said to b a lively and buat-bising place"..was silent and traumatised...everyone could not believe it..and it was just Ixora's 3rd month in running and things like dat happen...some of the tenants here were considering a move out from Ixora as soon as possible...but for me...it isnt such a big deal..cause im not a superstitious guy...yet im still God fearing...but i believe there are those "things"

*ahem* anyways..yeah back to the topic...some how he couldnt learn from his mistake...well we should take this as a lesson that do not take for granted for the mistakes we did..work on it and be a better person..and always think before you act...u can never be too careful....

somehow u think by making a decision...it will just affect u..but think wide..u might just make wrong decisions...aha see there's a sign of mistake...no matter in wat aspects..such as love,relationships,studies,financial management...and stuff like dat....

for me..i guess so far in my teenage life...i guess by mistakes i'v learnt alot..from love,studies and relationships with friends...i guess the aspect that hit me the hardest in life was the big 4 letter word that starts with L..yeap u've guessed it..it's love...all of us will go through this stage of life..but ur feelings beeing played around by someone who pretends to say those three words to u...is just unacceptable...and through that i believe i myself was influenced to do some pretty bad things...and it affected my relationship with my friends and family...well...all i can say is..nvr underetimate the power of love....it hurts..haha....

well just make the right choice and dun be too selfish when u want to make some choices in life especially in Love life "this topic i will cover it in the continuing chapter"...think before doing something...it's better to b safe than sorry..i guess...dun be afraid to make mistakes too...but make sure u learn from it..well i guess it's till here for now..chaoz guys...hope u visit more often

LIFE!!!!

yeah blogspot here i am!!!...wow...ok life hasnt go that well the past few weeks but i guess by God's grace it will get better..i hope...mid terms ...friends...aihz...hahah i will b updating...