Pfft...

im going throught a cycle... a bicycle... pfft ...

enuff said....

feeling randomly heaty already...

habits

i've noticed a few wierd habits of mine lately that i have discovered lately...

1) my obsession with the colour white...

why would i say that??

-my bass is white

-my table is white

-everynight when i go to sleep i need to wear a white shirt

-my underwears are all white.. *dun ask me why and it's true*

- most ...hmm actually all my shoes are white...

- i have alot of white shirts

-this blog background is white

yes...i know i need help...

2) coins are always in my pockets

-yes i have a large amount of coins in my pocket...not like just a few cents... it can go up to RM3...minimum...especially if i wore my 3 quarter pants with 4 pcokets... i can guarantee u each pocket has at least 50cents...

3)procrastinating on FB...

*im sure you know i dont have to ellaborate much on here.. cause u face the same problem and habit*

4) putting on mask yang tak jadi.....

6) blowing bubbles with my saliva

- cause i think im a pokemon ...

i think thats as far as i notice rite now

Afraid...

this is the first time in my life im feeling so afraid n fearful ... on whats coming to me in the coming months ... im afraid there wont be any support given... i know it's coming... but yet some how i hope something good will turn out from it.. which is a slight chance... how can i dodge this bullet which comes to me time after time..

by that,

I Hope,

I Wish ,

I Pray,

REALLY HARD...

the Old New

What's up recently? Plenty ... just finish my hectic weeks ... now im heading towards my assignments and midterm weeks... very crucial weeks ahead...

will be a short updates with sum photos

i see pups have grown alot and very naughty ... its always a joy to have these pupps to accompany you... but the hardest part about it is giving them away..

i do hope they will have good homes to live in... like the previous batch

went to langkawi for a break recently had alot of liqour nvr drank soo much but first time i didnt get drunk at all =)...wohoo... but it was a fun trip..heheh

Recently i updated my 300D to Canon's 40D.... been snapping non stop ever since the sound of the shutter just makes u wanna snap more and more...heheh *snap snap snap*

which meants more work coming my way =/

other than that i will update at the next post i dunno when ... but here to leave u with poser penguin to accompany you guys =)....

*hypnotize hypnotize*

all cooked up inside

today was so bad im actually taking a second out from the hecticness to blog about it...

it started early morning ... my mood was already spoilt due to over worrying about certain things... it's not because it happened but because i felt helpless i couldnt do anyting about it...i really hope it wont again...

really made me no mood to study... i stayed up all the way couldnt sleep...then when talking back at what happen i feel even more frustrated always tried avoiding it but trying to chill and calm down...

later i had to rush to go to get my flash dispenser in serdang from federick..i took a wrong turn i had to make a uturn... and suddenly a viva banged my bumper... thank God i havent fixed the bumper...my bumper looks fine but there's a small dent on the viva...and the fella ask me to pay her 200... i was like to save time cause it's already 2:30...i have exam at 3.... i just told her i'll pay n i left...

met up federick... took my stuff... driving home found out alittle bout something... then reach exam place 5 mins late...

went back try to make some stuff to pass to someone... headed out for rehearsal...

stupid lecturer was beeing a bitch about the consumer thing... i was aimlessly sitting and waiting for noting...really at this point my mood was really down at the bottom...

i'll cut short on everything that happened... just too frustrated... and dissapointed... everything... i dunno where to start...

seriously why me?...why..?...i really need go out and just scream...

thanks for reading... goodnight