Thunder

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
source : absolutelyrics.com
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ordinary isn't simple...

title might be somewhat related to this post...

it's been raining the past 3 days during the midnight...

and 3 nights has been a diff mood for me

neutral, happy , in the middle of no where

nice guys....am i really a nice guy?...

im not sure either....but i really do wanna get this shirt printed asap!!...it shoo nice~

been coped up pack like sardins lately..

just finished my group presentation...it was a pretty shaky one but the video really helped =)...

thanks jeremy...

now i have to stop procrastinating and move on to further group assignments...

plus now with more club activities i remember when i used to be very active in highschool...

so to be crazy enuff i registered for 5 clubs in total...

Cf, DJclub , Tourism Club , FPS (photography) , Archery

out of those 5 my highest commitment i would have is definetly towards CF...

next would come DJ Club.. im finally a DJ now~ wohoo.. hope to see when im gonna go on air for the first time... my dj name? ... DJ Phant...

not sure bout FPS but would really like to help out more... mayb in members bonding?...

sometimes i wonder why i bother to cling on to certain stuff..

where it's swinging my mood up and down...

i'll say life is ordinary..but it isnt simple at all ><...

they say life is a game....

i'd say life is a game where you should take seriously...

time for fun and seriousness...

i always wondered why im not the first...

why must i always be the next person...

sometimes in life u gotta know that whatever u do ...

it affects not onli one person but other people too..it's like a chain reaction i tell you

true story..

then just so crazy we'll just do things we look back at and wonder...

"WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?!"

thinking that we could achieve something higher...

meeting new people could just make u... feel better ...

if u can click well laa that is.....
these 3 nights i've spent eating honeystars and soyabean...my ultimate fav snack-alicious

been quite awhile since i hanged out in malls i pondered..

then suddenly i thought to my self...

why does something always build up i barely even think about it...then it will just eventually fall apart when i care about it?
somehow the light just gets dimmer and dimmer...

when the cycle keeps repeating it self...

just living in both seperate worlds is hard enuff...

sooner or later i fear the light will just go *poof!!!*...

and noting is solved..

hmm should i go for a jog?...

go work out..?

hmmm....*ponders*
sometimes just a remedy is to simply sing meaningless songs with a guitar..

in this process i found meaningful lines..

this uncertainty is slowly devouring me into it's madness...

before it consumes me...

just need a hand to reach out to sometimes..

always wondered...

how would my life be if 6 years ago i said yes...

if 4 years ago i said no

if 3 years ago i didnt slack and play afool...

but the wonder is..

i am here and i am who i am now =)

care to have a drink and talk about things?

mayb let's have meaningless chatters yet share a meaningful relationship..

sounds good?

no?

what! mayb again!! .. ><

i hate uncertainty

Cards and Letters...

To some i might be a slacker and blur...but i do honestly feel im alittle sensitive but i do not show it ..u know laa ego..guy must be macho and Etc...im kinda sentimental towards certain things so i kinda like keeping cards and letters that people have given me..

for me cards and letters are very meaningful cause some people when they wanna tell u things..by mouth it's hard for them to say what they really wanna say..

but by writting it down perhaps it seems easier for them to express them selves..

dont you agee? =)

but sometimes we still have to learn how to express our selves...

words can be said but sometimes it can just be flown away..but when it's written down it's marked and it can be viewed from time to time...

over the several years i have receive cards for many occasions ... even for no occasions...i've even received a.....

Birthday Wishing Car....or Car-D

wish i had a hell of a time washing it...AGAIN....

i really love receiving cards cause i can't wait to open it and see what is written in there...just anticipating what the sender wants to say or wish me.. cause it's just so meaningful and joyful to receive cards =)

one my favourite and biggest cards would be this....from my ex CG members of Four Flat CG...

my experience with them has been one of a kind..

sum it all up awesome to see them individually growing sideways and as a person just brings

joy to my heart =)..whenever im down or bored i often just read thru the little message they left me

so suddenly i had a sudden urge to open my secret box of mystery where i name it " Mysteria" ..she is so mysterious whenever i wanna look for it.. i seem to misplace it sumwhere... today i found mysteria and took out all the cards i have received since...i dunno when...

all the cards i've kept inside my secret box...*sorry u wont be able to see the secret box...if u see it wouldnt be a secret anymore..it contains knowledge that will kill me...*

so i took sometime to read everysingle one of em....it did bring a smile unto my face.. and made me feel better since im feeling alittle sick..so i will just review some of 'em...

1) Bday Card from Jireh

he shares the same bday as me...i promised him tempo nike for years but until now havent got him one..haha sorry

kinda cute and all ...forgot which was this

this was the content in side the card...and the text written there was about somebday greetings and stuff...thanks =)..

2) bday card by j

from the same person but diff year ......lazy to rotate picture cause been uploading pictures the whole day

upside down view

inside was some rhyme he came up with.. i think it was my emo bday year haha

2) hand made Christmas card by Becks aka sis

Sis always had the talent and hobby of making cards...i think it was one of her ambition to be a cardmaker... really nice and well done card...i really enjoyed reading it..

4)hand made card by meidree

nice playful colours =) was suprised to even receive this card for christmas though

Thanks ! =)

5) bday card from highschool friends

this would prolly be the oldest card i've ever kept...since form 2 wei....giler

from my classmates ..where we were the crapping gang ...all we talked was crap...

really had fun reading back this card...and interesting....and trying to brush up my mandarin to read back this card!! >< *will be meeting you guys soon yah!*

6) CNY card by Candy Wong

i've been searching this card for years maner tau it was in the envelop of the previous card i mentioned....this card was given by somewhat some one who lets say...changed my life?....

someone that i didnt really appreciate but now im still looking for her to reconcile and catch up..

i hope i can catch up soon...n thanks =)

7) godma's letter to me

this letter was given to me by my godma before i went to melaka to further my studies...i read this letter ...it's alittle hard to read...yet i always remember how she really cared for me through out my rebelious teenage years..and im really thankful for that..and she make sure that my parents are well taken care of when im away at melaka...really apprieciate it mum!

as u see there were tears on this letter..i think it was hard for her to write this letter...thanks mum!! =)

8) Card from mama jac

mama jac is sum1 who graduated last year...she was the one taking care us CG leaders making sure that we are fine and still sane after a year of CG leading...hehe

thanks for the card and the opportunity to serve =)

9) 21st bday card from the gang

my 21st bday card....

this card perhaps is one of the most insteresting cards i ever received...cause

can write wish on it doh!...so far 2 out of 3 wishes came true

1st wish chick....which represents chicken Rice....yeah...4am....

yes loong suceeded in this

eh...upside down pulak...this is the 3rd wish that im suppose to keep to my self =X

all the bday greetings from the gang...something in common all of em wrote is...Girlfriend...-__-

thanks guys appreciate alot...

and thanks jess for my free projectile vommitt on the highway infront of the roadblock ...

10) Hand Made Christmas Card from Alyssa

perhaps one of the most interesting and funny cards i've read and received so far..

really canggih manggih...she draw the twist and turns and all...tot she was joking about making me a card maner tau really she go make...

it was a really nice card..enjoyed reading it through too...all the best in Singapore =)....shall haunt u soon...

hmmm so thanks for reading thru my collection of memory lane ....

so do you have any sentimental stuff u like to share ? =)

how much of a champion are you?

no im not blogging about real champions...

im blogging about those ppl who wanna be an champion...which is opposite of a champion

sorry for the lack of updates lately...been running around...literally...and it's raining at night =)...

champion statements i've heard so far?

"what is the colour of the blue jeans?"

"what chinese do you speak?"

"milo panas tak mau ais"

"your canon camera what brand ah?"

"eh i tot ronaldo play at real madrid wan?"

"waah ur 24 inch damn big ah!"

"i din know the hot soup was that hot!!"

"why my printer no ink?"

so far these statements weren't made up...they just happened...somehow...n i was there to notice it...

btw it's raining now =)....it's cooling

it's refreshing now time to sleep =)

*yaaawwn~* =)

Hero / Heroin

i hate my july weekends....it's all packed...too packed...it's like trying to fit in extra clothes to an already full Bag...every week there's something on and i have to travel back and forth...

gah....at least im occupied now...

til laters