i used to think that the past was pretty bad...
but after looking at all these old photos...the past wasnt that bad..
knowing that things change as u grow older really makes me sad..the present isn't that great...
u know u can't go back is like when a bald man know his hair will never grow back again...
personally i nvr liked changes in my life...
i feel i always leave something behind...
the day i transfered my school....
the day i left for studies in Melaka...
the day i left Melaka...
i meant i really do feel the emptyness inside eating up day by day...
as i ponder wat would my life be like on the other road?
happier?
deep inside all we want in life is just happiness...i just can't seem to find that joy anymore...
who knows sooner or later something happens and best decide i have to leave this place too...
as i was reflecting back sorry ..to all whom i've offended in the past...
i mite have made some pretty bad judgements and mistakes...
sometimes i wonder this never ending drought and despair..
is my punishment...
well back to online notes
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