Thursday, April 10, 2008

A post to let it all out

the past few weeks...or should i say months it's been the most depressing months ever so far in my life...i mite seem okay but im not..i've spent most of the time in my room just starring at the comp and sleep...the same goes for most of the days...i am really sick and tired of this drought that i've been facing...i just hope this is a phase that i just go through..cause if i'd knew my whole life would turn up like dat..i think i will just go jump off a cliff the next day...

i can't take it anymore....
why is this happening to me....
what did i do to be neglected at times....
im sorry i've made all the mistakes....
doesnt meant im easy going meants it's a chance for anyone to shoot me....
how in the world would i know i did something wrong if no one tells me anyting...
it all seemed so well and it just fell apart like that...
am i just someone just there because u needed someone to do your work.....
am i chosen just because there isnt anyone else for u guys to choose...
or am i really capable....
they say it's a place where u will find true friends....
but honestly....
mayb im just thinking too much or...
mayb it's just me....
Gone were the days when the gang were going out they would call...
im just so fed up with my life now...
i feel like a total noobshit...

failure signing out....

4 comments:

Jyan Chin said...

Cant help ya mate...

3 years into the working world and my life's still mostly like that.

Hope u have better luck than I do.

amy said...

sayang....

jinnie said...

trust me wen i tell u i'm totally understand how u feel... it happened 2 all de times too... bt u'll get through wit it somehow... n yea... u need me i'm here as always... :)

Lionel said...

Hey dude.. Cheer up.. Think positive.. You will get it through.. God bless.. Chaoz!!~