Pfft...

im going throught a cycle... a bicycle... pfft ...

enuff said....

feeling randomly heaty already...

habits

i've noticed a few wierd habits of mine lately that i have discovered lately...

1) my obsession with the colour white...

why would i say that??

-my bass is white

-my table is white

-everynight when i go to sleep i need to wear a white shirt

-my underwears are all white.. *dun ask me why and it's true*

- most ...hmm actually all my shoes are white...

- i have alot of white shirts

-this blog background is white

yes...i know i need help...

2) coins are always in my pockets

-yes i have a large amount of coins in my pocket...not like just a few cents... it can go up to RM3...minimum...especially if i wore my 3 quarter pants with 4 pcokets... i can guarantee u each pocket has at least 50cents...

3)procrastinating on FB...

*im sure you know i dont have to ellaborate much on here.. cause u face the same problem and habit*

4) putting on mask yang tak jadi.....

6) blowing bubbles with my saliva

- cause i think im a pokemon ...

i think thats as far as i notice rite now

Afraid...

this is the first time in my life im feeling so afraid n fearful ... on whats coming to me in the coming months ... im afraid there wont be any support given... i know it's coming... but yet some how i hope something good will turn out from it.. which is a slight chance... how can i dodge this bullet which comes to me time after time..

by that,

I Hope,

I Wish ,

I Pray,

REALLY HARD...

the Old New

What's up recently? Plenty ... just finish my hectic weeks ... now im heading towards my assignments and midterm weeks... very crucial weeks ahead...

will be a short updates with sum photos

i see pups have grown alot and very naughty ... its always a joy to have these pupps to accompany you... but the hardest part about it is giving them away..

i do hope they will have good homes to live in... like the previous batch

went to langkawi for a break recently had alot of liqour nvr drank soo much but first time i didnt get drunk at all =)...wohoo... but it was a fun trip..heheh

Recently i updated my 300D to Canon's 40D.... been snapping non stop ever since the sound of the shutter just makes u wanna snap more and more...heheh *snap snap snap*

which meants more work coming my way =/

other than that i will update at the next post i dunno when ... but here to leave u with poser penguin to accompany you guys =)....

*hypnotize hypnotize*

all cooked up inside

today was so bad im actually taking a second out from the hecticness to blog about it...

it started early morning ... my mood was already spoilt due to over worrying about certain things... it's not because it happened but because i felt helpless i couldnt do anyting about it...i really hope it wont again...

really made me no mood to study... i stayed up all the way couldnt sleep...then when talking back at what happen i feel even more frustrated always tried avoiding it but trying to chill and calm down...

later i had to rush to go to get my flash dispenser in serdang from federick..i took a wrong turn i had to make a uturn... and suddenly a viva banged my bumper... thank God i havent fixed the bumper...my bumper looks fine but there's a small dent on the viva...and the fella ask me to pay her 200... i was like to save time cause it's already 2:30...i have exam at 3.... i just told her i'll pay n i left...

met up federick... took my stuff... driving home found out alittle bout something... then reach exam place 5 mins late...

went back try to make some stuff to pass to someone... headed out for rehearsal...

stupid lecturer was beeing a bitch about the consumer thing... i was aimlessly sitting and waiting for noting...really at this point my mood was really down at the bottom...

i'll cut short on everything that happened... just too frustrated... and dissapointed... everything... i dunno where to start...

seriously why me?...why..?...i really need go out and just scream...

thanks for reading... goodnight

Thunder

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
source : absolutelyrics.com
additcted~~~~~

ordinary isn't simple...

title might be somewhat related to this post...

it's been raining the past 3 days during the midnight...

and 3 nights has been a diff mood for me

neutral, happy , in the middle of no where

nice guys....am i really a nice guy?...

im not sure either....but i really do wanna get this shirt printed asap!!...it shoo nice~

been coped up pack like sardins lately..

just finished my group presentation...it was a pretty shaky one but the video really helped =)...

thanks jeremy...

now i have to stop procrastinating and move on to further group assignments...

plus now with more club activities i remember when i used to be very active in highschool...

so to be crazy enuff i registered for 5 clubs in total...

Cf, DJclub , Tourism Club , FPS (photography) , Archery

out of those 5 my highest commitment i would have is definetly towards CF...

next would come DJ Club.. im finally a DJ now~ wohoo.. hope to see when im gonna go on air for the first time... my dj name? ... DJ Phant...

not sure bout FPS but would really like to help out more... mayb in members bonding?...

sometimes i wonder why i bother to cling on to certain stuff..

where it's swinging my mood up and down...

i'll say life is ordinary..but it isnt simple at all ><...

they say life is a game....

i'd say life is a game where you should take seriously...

time for fun and seriousness...

i always wondered why im not the first...

why must i always be the next person...

sometimes in life u gotta know that whatever u do ...

it affects not onli one person but other people too..it's like a chain reaction i tell you

true story..

then just so crazy we'll just do things we look back at and wonder...

"WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?!"

thinking that we could achieve something higher...

meeting new people could just make u... feel better ...

if u can click well laa that is.....
these 3 nights i've spent eating honeystars and soyabean...my ultimate fav snack-alicious

been quite awhile since i hanged out in malls i pondered..

then suddenly i thought to my self...

why does something always build up i barely even think about it...then it will just eventually fall apart when i care about it?
somehow the light just gets dimmer and dimmer...

when the cycle keeps repeating it self...

just living in both seperate worlds is hard enuff...

sooner or later i fear the light will just go *poof!!!*...

and noting is solved..

hmm should i go for a jog?...

go work out..?

hmmm....*ponders*
sometimes just a remedy is to simply sing meaningless songs with a guitar..

in this process i found meaningful lines..

this uncertainty is slowly devouring me into it's madness...

before it consumes me...

just need a hand to reach out to sometimes..

always wondered...

how would my life be if 6 years ago i said yes...

if 4 years ago i said no

if 3 years ago i didnt slack and play afool...

but the wonder is..

i am here and i am who i am now =)

care to have a drink and talk about things?

mayb let's have meaningless chatters yet share a meaningful relationship..

sounds good?

no?

what! mayb again!! .. ><

i hate uncertainty

Cards and Letters...

To some i might be a slacker and blur...but i do honestly feel im alittle sensitive but i do not show it ..u know laa ego..guy must be macho and Etc...im kinda sentimental towards certain things so i kinda like keeping cards and letters that people have given me..

for me cards and letters are very meaningful cause some people when they wanna tell u things..by mouth it's hard for them to say what they really wanna say..

but by writting it down perhaps it seems easier for them to express them selves..

dont you agee? =)

but sometimes we still have to learn how to express our selves...

words can be said but sometimes it can just be flown away..but when it's written down it's marked and it can be viewed from time to time...

over the several years i have receive cards for many occasions ... even for no occasions...i've even received a.....

Birthday Wishing Car....or Car-D

wish i had a hell of a time washing it...AGAIN....

i really love receiving cards cause i can't wait to open it and see what is written in there...just anticipating what the sender wants to say or wish me.. cause it's just so meaningful and joyful to receive cards =)

one my favourite and biggest cards would be this....from my ex CG members of Four Flat CG...

my experience with them has been one of a kind..

sum it all up awesome to see them individually growing sideways and as a person just brings

joy to my heart =)..whenever im down or bored i often just read thru the little message they left me

so suddenly i had a sudden urge to open my secret box of mystery where i name it " Mysteria" ..she is so mysterious whenever i wanna look for it.. i seem to misplace it sumwhere... today i found mysteria and took out all the cards i have received since...i dunno when...

all the cards i've kept inside my secret box...*sorry u wont be able to see the secret box...if u see it wouldnt be a secret anymore..it contains knowledge that will kill me...*

so i took sometime to read everysingle one of em....it did bring a smile unto my face.. and made me feel better since im feeling alittle sick..so i will just review some of 'em...

1) Bday Card from Jireh

he shares the same bday as me...i promised him tempo nike for years but until now havent got him one..haha sorry

kinda cute and all ...forgot which was this

this was the content in side the card...and the text written there was about somebday greetings and stuff...thanks =)..

2) bday card by j

from the same person but diff year ......lazy to rotate picture cause been uploading pictures the whole day

upside down view

inside was some rhyme he came up with.. i think it was my emo bday year haha

2) hand made Christmas card by Becks aka sis

Sis always had the talent and hobby of making cards...i think it was one of her ambition to be a cardmaker... really nice and well done card...i really enjoyed reading it..

4)hand made card by meidree

nice playful colours =) was suprised to even receive this card for christmas though

Thanks ! =)

5) bday card from highschool friends

this would prolly be the oldest card i've ever kept...since form 2 wei....giler

from my classmates ..where we were the crapping gang ...all we talked was crap...

really had fun reading back this card...and interesting....and trying to brush up my mandarin to read back this card!! >< *will be meeting you guys soon yah!*

6) CNY card by Candy Wong

i've been searching this card for years maner tau it was in the envelop of the previous card i mentioned....this card was given by somewhat some one who lets say...changed my life?....

someone that i didnt really appreciate but now im still looking for her to reconcile and catch up..

i hope i can catch up soon...n thanks =)

7) godma's letter to me

this letter was given to me by my godma before i went to melaka to further my studies...i read this letter ...it's alittle hard to read...yet i always remember how she really cared for me through out my rebelious teenage years..and im really thankful for that..and she make sure that my parents are well taken care of when im away at melaka...really apprieciate it mum!

as u see there were tears on this letter..i think it was hard for her to write this letter...thanks mum!! =)

8) Card from mama jac

mama jac is sum1 who graduated last year...she was the one taking care us CG leaders making sure that we are fine and still sane after a year of CG leading...hehe

thanks for the card and the opportunity to serve =)

9) 21st bday card from the gang

my 21st bday card....

this card perhaps is one of the most insteresting cards i ever received...cause

can write wish on it doh!...so far 2 out of 3 wishes came true

1st wish chick....which represents chicken Rice....yeah...4am....

yes loong suceeded in this

eh...upside down pulak...this is the 3rd wish that im suppose to keep to my self =X

all the bday greetings from the gang...something in common all of em wrote is...Girlfriend...-__-

thanks guys appreciate alot...

and thanks jess for my free projectile vommitt on the highway infront of the roadblock ...

10) Hand Made Christmas Card from Alyssa

perhaps one of the most interesting and funny cards i've read and received so far..

really canggih manggih...she draw the twist and turns and all...tot she was joking about making me a card maner tau really she go make...

it was a really nice card..enjoyed reading it through too...all the best in Singapore =)....shall haunt u soon...

hmmm so thanks for reading thru my collection of memory lane ....

so do you have any sentimental stuff u like to share ? =)

how much of a champion are you?

no im not blogging about real champions...

im blogging about those ppl who wanna be an champion...which is opposite of a champion

sorry for the lack of updates lately...been running around...literally...and it's raining at night =)...

champion statements i've heard so far?

"what is the colour of the blue jeans?"

"what chinese do you speak?"

"milo panas tak mau ais"

"your canon camera what brand ah?"

"eh i tot ronaldo play at real madrid wan?"

"waah ur 24 inch damn big ah!"

"i din know the hot soup was that hot!!"

"why my printer no ink?"

so far these statements weren't made up...they just happened...somehow...n i was there to notice it...

btw it's raining now =)....it's cooling

it's refreshing now time to sleep =)

*yaaawwn~* =)

Hero / Heroin

i hate my july weekends....it's all packed...too packed...it's like trying to fit in extra clothes to an already full Bag...every week there's something on and i have to travel back and forth...

gah....at least im occupied now...

til laters

Fruit Face

got damn bored during Digital Media Class...
this was the tutorial we did.....
so now i have some free time in class i shall post this up here...
cause it reminds me of Glen....

i Shall name it Glen-melon

Brightened...

sorry lazy to take photo's ...

i tot today would be monday blues.....

then i woke up from bed as usual... feeling very moody as usual...

head to class... had a boring lecture.....made me yawn all the way....

when i got out from class all i wanted to do was just head home and just continue Gaming....

as i walked to my car..i saw an RM10 note on the floor...i looked around there was not one single human around....

then i was having a 3 minute debate with myself....

"should i take it?"

"is this a sin?"

"if i give this to the Lost and Found Department... wat will they do with it"

"hey look a bird"

"Life is all about the money"

so yeah i took it....=P....and i always wanted to do this...after picking up some money " Wohooo! It's My lucky day!"....

head home....realized i had some plans with my friend which got backfired so got back to moody mode....

then i need to head out to class right after class had to head to 1u to get TF2 tickets...

drop by home bid farewell to ex housemate....

then head to 1u alone....

while i was heading to 1u i realized i didnt had anyting to eat before this...so i was pretty hungry while junior is making complaints all the while...

reached 1u got the tickets for tf2 ....

then was walking around wondering aimlessly...then i decided to get Aunty Anne's... i meant errm pretzels...i decided to have some pretzels....

to sum up everything this was the most interesting, funny , and cute thing that happened today

Problably she was saying this

Little 8 year old kid : "お父さん！ ！" *DAD!!!*

me : " ????????? "

Holds my hand and and point at the choco pretzel

Little 8 year old kid : "私はチョコレートを!!! " *i want chocolate!!"

me : " u say wha? "

Little 8 year old kid : *looks at me realizing she doesnt know me and blushes and stun*

me : *even more stunned while looking at the kid*

suddenly the mum came by and apologized ...it turned out they we're suppose to meet up her dad at the pretzel store...where the dad was also wearing almost the same thing as i was...wat a coincidence...

as i was sitting there enjoying my pretzel..

Little 8 year old Kid : * gives me one of her choco pretzel* bye bye Stranger *in a japanese accent*

then we waved goodbye...

oni one way to describe it ...

=)

How innocent is ur mind?

*click To Enlarge and read about the story of the Cock*

if u can just read through without giggling...u have a pure and innocent mind....good for you

if ur giggling ur way while reading this....sorry there's no cure for u...* high Five*

MEANINGLESS

i dun understand anyting now....

MAD

Mad...

MAD RACE......was held 6th of june.....where we campus students roam the streets of KL....

MAD RACE  WAS TOO MAD FOR US....

and we're GG enuff....

it took much preperations from the committee...

GREAT SUCCESS *thumbs Up!*

so i'll let the pictures do the talking this time....

this was my tag....wohoo committee team...gogogo~..

the race map...racing along the LRT was really fun..when u miss one train...u lose out...

at church...waiting for our driver to drop us at church ...

solving word puzzle....hahah wasnt taking it seriously

the other team....it meants sabo-ing them

my team posing for the camera....loong sexy pheeewit~!

in the train

we so not serious until we pose pose pose :P

solving sudoku was one of the tasks

instead of writing need to find objects to put...IIITTT HARDD >.<

hot day... solution... RIBENA...always =)

i got lost hmmmm?...

wohooo team members found me.....wohooo...TOMMY DAMN YENG...

wohooo Comm TEAM POSE WHEEEE~...

KLCC wee...had to go there...

one of the tasks....rubber band it HURT~.....

a walk in the park...is fun and healthy

ULTRA LOONG....

ULTRA LOONG IN ACTION

ROCK CLIMBING....me suck....

FUN....

overall the race was really fun....

and damn nice.....

even though we got lazy =P....

heheh lazy to type so much now.....oh well

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