Alittle Early

it's alittle early but oh well.....

MY CHRISTMAS WISHLIST!! JENG JENG....

1) Tamron SP AF 28-75mm f/2.8 XR

Why? .... cause i need a new lense...n this lense would be able to make me progress further in my photography conquest... n it's a really really awesome lense for it's price...

2)Canon 430EX II Speedlite Flash

why? ... cause flash is very important.... thats all i can add.... muahaha...

3) A Camera bag

i really need a new one cause my current one is getting all cramped up n it's failing on me... cacated canon bag -___-.... i am really surprised that camera bags are crazily expensive...was in low yat today n jess pointed at one of the bags.. i saw it .. n it looks not bad... with all the compartments and all hence it's also a sling and pouch waist bag... i was already considering buying... *flips price tag* literally my face went ... * >0<* ..RM1K..... 1k for a camera bag... sigh.~... sums it all up .. photography is an expensive Hobby...

4) A Fun Trip To Singapore

Hopefully i can have a trip to Singapore again this Christmas but looks like the odds of it happening are very low...but still i would love to spend some time there during the christmas/newyear period...

5) Everything to be settled and done For The Agape Event

more like a prayer... everything to be settled... and at last our event has been approved.... =).....

6) An Awesome Christmas House Dinner Party

waiting for someone to host an awesome Christmas House Dinner Party... i will bring the booze...wohoo~

oh well got lots to update but... now is exam period n i've been .... "working" really hard lately =P

Why?

note to all my groupmates of the management class:

"...i would like to apologize regarding about today's assignment...i had no idea that we had to do our presentation today... n i wanna thank you for putting effort in presenting even though u oni had 1 hour notice and preperation right before the presentation time... once again im really sorry i did not organize and lead u guys properly..."

it all started yesterday while compiling the report and notes for the presentation.. we were still having confusion either or not we would be presenting our topic... so from the situation we evaluated that we didnt need to present...

so here's the time line

4:00 am - completed report and slides

10:00 am - made a call to lecturer to confirm bout presentation but didnt pick up

11:00 am - called up lecturer n we had no choice but to present our case ...

*at this point i felt an overwhelming of buyest among the lecturer... cause i asked wether if we could delay the presentation ... he didnt allow it .. and say he cannot just add one class just for us to present... fair enough.. but didnt he cancel one class before cause the group was unable to present?...well u tell me...i meant i know im at fault but... where is this heading...nevertheless*

11:30am - rushed all the group members to change into their formal clothes n print the report n fly to campus

11:50am - reached tutorial room first group was presenting.. one group member couldnt go back n change...

12:30pm - presentation

12:45pm - countless shootings from the lecturer...

*at this moment im holding it in very very much tahaning trying to make the best out of the situation ... we prepared the same topic as the group before but he did not read the mail properly but nvm that was settled*

1:00pm -rush to cyberia to bind the report with esther

1:30pm -forgot to burn CD...went all the way to FCM meet galen burn the cd...

2:00pm -passed up the CD...

2:30pm -unwell from from over exhaustion and tiredness...

seriously i could oni look up to the sky and ask... why me?... i know im complaining but this few weeks were the toughest weeks of my life.... n yesterday was the day when i thought that the clouds are going away... today just so happen the thunder has just striked me directly...

yes i've fallen... im sorry to those ppl that i've offended... im trying to pick myself up now..thanks for the concerns and all... it meants alot... enuff said now time to rest...

the Old New

What's up recently? Plenty ... just finish my hectic weeks ... now im heading towards my assignments and midterm weeks... very crucial weeks ahead...

will be a short updates with sum photos

i see pups have grown alot and very naughty ... its always a joy to have these pupps to accompany you... but the hardest part about it is giving them away..

i do hope they will have good homes to live in... like the previous batch

went to langkawi for a break recently had alot of liqour nvr drank soo much but first time i didnt get drunk at all =)...wohoo... but it was a fun trip..heheh

Recently i updated my 300D to Canon's 40D.... been snapping non stop ever since the sound of the shutter just makes u wanna snap more and more...heheh *snap snap snap*

which meants more work coming my way =/

other than that i will update at the next post i dunno when ... but here to leave u with poser penguin to accompany you guys =)....

*hypnotize hypnotize*

ordinary isn't simple...

title might be somewhat related to this post...

it's been raining the past 3 days during the midnight...

and 3 nights has been a diff mood for me

neutral, happy , in the middle of no where

nice guys....am i really a nice guy?...

im not sure either....but i really do wanna get this shirt printed asap!!...it shoo nice~

been coped up pack like sardins lately..

just finished my group presentation...it was a pretty shaky one but the video really helped =)...

thanks jeremy...

now i have to stop procrastinating and move on to further group assignments...

plus now with more club activities i remember when i used to be very active in highschool...

so to be crazy enuff i registered for 5 clubs in total...

Cf, DJclub , Tourism Club , FPS (photography) , Archery

out of those 5 my highest commitment i would have is definetly towards CF...

next would come DJ Club.. im finally a DJ now~ wohoo.. hope to see when im gonna go on air for the first time... my dj name? ... DJ Phant...

not sure bout FPS but would really like to help out more... mayb in members bonding?...

sometimes i wonder why i bother to cling on to certain stuff..

where it's swinging my mood up and down...

i'll say life is ordinary..but it isnt simple at all ><...

they say life is a game....

i'd say life is a game where you should take seriously...

time for fun and seriousness...

i always wondered why im not the first...

why must i always be the next person...

sometimes in life u gotta know that whatever u do ...

it affects not onli one person but other people too..it's like a chain reaction i tell you

true story..

then just so crazy we'll just do things we look back at and wonder...

"WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING?!"

thinking that we could achieve something higher...

meeting new people could just make u... feel better ...

if u can click well laa that is.....
these 3 nights i've spent eating honeystars and soyabean...my ultimate fav snack-alicious

been quite awhile since i hanged out in malls i pondered..

then suddenly i thought to my self...

why does something always build up i barely even think about it...then it will just eventually fall apart when i care about it?
somehow the light just gets dimmer and dimmer...

when the cycle keeps repeating it self...

just living in both seperate worlds is hard enuff...

sooner or later i fear the light will just go *poof!!!*...

and noting is solved..

hmm should i go for a jog?...

go work out..?

hmmm....*ponders*
sometimes just a remedy is to simply sing meaningless songs with a guitar..

in this process i found meaningful lines..

this uncertainty is slowly devouring me into it's madness...

before it consumes me...

just need a hand to reach out to sometimes..

always wondered...

how would my life be if 6 years ago i said yes...

if 4 years ago i said no

if 3 years ago i didnt slack and play afool...

but the wonder is..

i am here and i am who i am now =)

care to have a drink and talk about things?

mayb let's have meaningless chatters yet share a meaningful relationship..

sounds good?

no?

what! mayb again!! .. ><

i hate uncertainty

how much of a champion are you?

no im not blogging about real champions...

im blogging about those ppl who wanna be an champion...which is opposite of a champion

sorry for the lack of updates lately...been running around...literally...and it's raining at night =)...

champion statements i've heard so far?

"what is the colour of the blue jeans?"

"what chinese do you speak?"

"milo panas tak mau ais"

"your canon camera what brand ah?"

"eh i tot ronaldo play at real madrid wan?"

"waah ur 24 inch damn big ah!"

"i din know the hot soup was that hot!!"

"why my printer no ink?"

so far these statements weren't made up...they just happened...somehow...n i was there to notice it...

btw it's raining now =)....it's cooling

it's refreshing now time to sleep =)

*yaaawwn~* =)

Brightened...

sorry lazy to take photo's ...

i tot today would be monday blues.....

then i woke up from bed as usual... feeling very moody as usual...

head to class... had a boring lecture.....made me yawn all the way....

when i got out from class all i wanted to do was just head home and just continue Gaming....

as i walked to my car..i saw an RM10 note on the floor...i looked around there was not one single human around....

then i was having a 3 minute debate with myself....

"should i take it?"

"is this a sin?"

"if i give this to the Lost and Found Department... wat will they do with it"

"hey look a bird"

"Life is all about the money"

so yeah i took it....=P....and i always wanted to do this...after picking up some money " Wohooo! It's My lucky day!"....

head home....realized i had some plans with my friend which got backfired so got back to moody mode....

then i need to head out to class right after class had to head to 1u to get TF2 tickets...

drop by home bid farewell to ex housemate....

then head to 1u alone....

while i was heading to 1u i realized i didnt had anyting to eat before this...so i was pretty hungry while junior is making complaints all the while...

reached 1u got the tickets for tf2 ....

then was walking around wondering aimlessly...then i decided to get Aunty Anne's... i meant errm pretzels...i decided to have some pretzels....

to sum up everything this was the most interesting, funny , and cute thing that happened today

Problably she was saying this

Little 8 year old kid : "お父さん！ ！" *DAD!!!*

me : " ????????? "

Holds my hand and and point at the choco pretzel

Little 8 year old kid : "私はチョコレートを!!! " *i want chocolate!!"

me : " u say wha? "

Little 8 year old kid : *looks at me realizing she doesnt know me and blushes and stun*

me : *even more stunned while looking at the kid*

suddenly the mum came by and apologized ...it turned out they we're suppose to meet up her dad at the pretzel store...where the dad was also wearing almost the same thing as i was...wat a coincidence...

as i was sitting there enjoying my pretzel..

Little 8 year old Kid : * gives me one of her choco pretzel* bye bye Stranger *in a japanese accent*

then we waved goodbye...

oni one way to describe it ...

=)

Se Voui?

I do admit the past few months hasnt been the best times of my life...

unrest?...

life was more like

upside down.....

a mess...

took awhile...

some too-much-thinking process

and a walk to realise...

time to reconcile....

i sucked up all my ego....

n my machoness....

i did it...

and i said bye to the yesterday =)...

cause if that didnt happen....

i would be where i am right now....

be who i am right now...

i woke up this morning....afternoon 

everything seemed the same

yet so different =)... 

in a good way....different in a good way...

p/s: wasted RM35 ......T_T....idiot notes...

procrastinating again...

shit....

The 4am Remedy

Wat's At 4am? 

makes u satisfied before u go to sleep

gives u a night warm belly...

MmmMmMMm~ 4am DENGKIL Chicken Rice~

some of u will know about this place some might not...

but 4am chicken rice is a Must...

at least once a week....

we have done it 4am chicken rice everysingle day of the week before...

effect? = AWESOME~!....

but cannot do everyday..can die i tell u...

Jon n Ken found this place so yeah they have been non stop converting "non believers of 4am Chicken Rice" since like mayb last year i think....

 personally it's not bad at all...

i think why we keep going there is because we are just too bored of Mamaks...

and this the onli place to get sum Chinese food at 4AM

here's us choosing some dishes...he counts it by plate....so u can stack one whole mountain in ur small plate like jon does

thats the boss aka Lou Ban.... chopping chicken ...

note some hungry patrons filling up the plate dish....yum yum..everytime the dishes are diff..and 4am the dishes are freshly cooked and made...so yeah *warm belly HOOO~!*

Chinese Translation Kai Fan....

my plate of dish yesterday .. potato with sambal si ham...

my 90% complete set of 4am chicken rice...

mmmmmm bak kai bei * white chicken drumstick* normally the fav's are...bak kai yitou...*white chicken Thigh*

iced tea..is freee~~~~ whee~`

aaah there u are..the soup....awesome~!!! warm belly guaranteed!

my 100% complete set of 4am Chicken rice....

so here's alittle promotion for it....

so? 

4am chicken rice any1 ? =P

hmmmm

tyring to prove that cows can fly.....

first and foremost Prom was over...

n yeah i gotta do wat i gotta do....and all

sitting in a table where first time i see VIP so friendly...hahah

here's us Desperately trying to cram ourselves to have a photo with Ming of MDG

it was a fun night after all :)....

so from today onwards i shall prove that cows can indeed fly...

for now...i just feel like the plain white T's song - 1234

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you

this song is stuck in my head now shit -__-

Baby Tissue's Debut

Leave Aside Today's Horrible day....

I hope for there will be a give and take...

but i dun think it's possible for now =/...

but when the darkness of 3pm til tmrw 's 1pm ends....

there's a small bright little lamp light at the corner of the room...

which is Baby Tissue's Debut with me tmrw :)

u have never failed me and u never will...

with ur little switchfoot sticker and ur little lights to attract ah bengs..

the unexpected chance to play for Prom is noting short of a blessing...

i deeply truly from my heart wanna thank You for the chance...

but all i do isnt because wat chance u have given to me...

but is because i really care....

and tommorow i will Play my Heart Out....Scream and sing my lungs out...

as u watch....

for everything will go Great fine Fantastic and Awesome........

I Had A bad day~

21 years 4 weeks from now...

i was born.....

my scapegoat of reality something something is here....well...blablabla....

Bad Day by daniel Powter is truly something when u had a bad day...just listen to it...makes u feel better or higher somehow...

life is in constant change...

why laa must feel like this..

mum says im older...

and also fatter....

people keep asking me to go on a diet...

blerggh....

how does it feel one more time?...

i hope things just pays off~....

enough of masquerades hints hints....

waiting for the page to turn......

u have stolen something from me...

but i also dun want it back :P...

it's still too fast to ask or say but when are we gonna go see the sunrise ? :P

yay im blogging again~ 

The Past Present Future Tense

i used to think that the past was pretty bad...

but after looking at all these old photos...the past wasnt that bad..

knowing that things change as u grow older really makes me sad..



the present isn't that great...
u know u can't go back is like when a bald man know his hair will never grow back again...
personally i nvr liked changes in my life...
i feel i always leave something behind...
the day i transfered my school....
the day i left for studies in Melaka...
the day i left Melaka...
i meant i really do feel the emptyness inside eating up day by day...
as i ponder wat would my life be like on the other road?
happier?
deep inside all we want in life is just happiness...i just can't seem to find that joy anymore...
who knows sooner or later something happens and best decide i have to leave this place too...

as i was reflecting back sorry ..to all whom i've offended in the past...
i mite have made some pretty bad judgements and mistakes...
sometimes i wonder this never ending drought and despair..
is my punishment...


well back to online notes
*watches Hardgay instead*

Confused

So Firgging Stressed and confused...but well it's the end OF WCG and IM HAPPY~...
THIS POST WILL B ME REALSING OUT MY STRESS...ENJOY
Soldier1: Should we Shoot them or ask them out?
Soldier2: urrrgh....

THE PHOTO ABOVE REPRESENTS THE JOY IN LIFE

THE PEPSI MOB MADE AN OFFER TO THE COKE MOB THEY CAN'T REFUSE

Stop killing Stormtroopers they have feelings too...

Maths Sucks~

i'll update proper posts soon :)

Life

Hey Guys~

Remember these times anot?

remember??

where we all are one :) in these photos

Remember....

cause memories are are captured in these Pictures...
onli the Good memories shall be Remembered...
and Treasured..
deep in ur Heart..

God Bless

Please Understand...

The Stop and Stare Moment..

Due to some personal reasons..
i'm afraid to say im not in the right mind to blog right now..
well at at least for now...
there's some personal issues and distractions where i have to tackle right now..


sometimes..i guess these things and stupid mistakes i made are so personal...
that this is the only place where i can let it out...
or mayb...
nvm...
but i wish u guys all the best in Finals for MMU students...
and to all the rest of u who are reading...

since im away... here u go....




and also



i'll be back soon enuff.. ;)..