somewhat trying to inspire

False Hope...it's like driving miles and miles...lost and not being able to reach Point B...while ur petrol meter is pointing towards the E of "End-of-Journey"....and when u see a petrol kiosk just a 2 Kilometers away...it blows up right infront of you...and just at the right time ur car ran out of fuel...and u just sit there devastated cursing and blaming everything..

Hope...is when u realized God gave you a pair of legs to walk..

doesn't mean when u can't drive means u can never reach your destination..

you still can walk there...

if ur legs are taken away...

Crawl there...

if ur missing all Four of your Limbs...

well...yes...Roll there...

Cause Life's a really Long Journey...to reach a destination Called Home....

A post to let it all out

the past few weeks...or should i say months it's been the most depressing months ever so far in my life...i mite seem okay but im not..i've spent most of the time in my room just starring at the comp and sleep...the same goes for most of the days...i am really sick and tired of this drought that i've been facing...i just hope this is a phase that i just go through..cause if i'd knew my whole life would turn up like dat..i think i will just go jump off a cliff the next day...

i can't take it anymore....
why is this happening to me....
what did i do to be neglected at times....
im sorry i've made all the mistakes....
doesnt meant im easy going meants it's a chance for anyone to shoot me....
how in the world would i know i did something wrong if no one tells me anyting...
it all seemed so well and it just fell apart like that...
am i just someone just there because u needed someone to do your work.....
am i chosen just because there isnt anyone else for u guys to choose...
or am i really capable....
they say it's a place where u will find true friends....
but honestly....
mayb im just thinking too much or...
mayb it's just me....
Gone were the days when the gang were going out they would call...
im just so fed up with my life now...
i feel like a total noobshit...

failure signing out....

Music & MIsc.....

well been busy chasing Girls lazy for the past few days so that explain the lack of updates...and my brain isn't flowing according to plan...but there's something to update at least...like Songs that u guys Should Download ilegally litsen... really awesome songs that i've been playing back to back on my ipod and Media Player....

1) Lukas - Feels Like Home

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2) Colbie Cailat *Cia Lat* - The Little Things

3) Paramore - That's What You Get

4) Faulter - October 16

*not actual video for this song*

Oh wells..those are Really Awesome songs.. :).....

And~

Pseudonymous Debut At MMU..Can't Take My eyes Off You...

Thanks for the support guys!


we'll be back soon...